Slowly I am returning to rp. But Gera has changed. I can see this change in her face. Her eyes seem more sad. Her facial expression is detached, aloof, slightly bitter. The new hair and the sophisticated clothing undermine that. She lost all the girlish traits. Gone is the innocence, the naivity. She is not a girl anymore, she is a woman now. And this woman looks at the world detached and with no hope or desires. The warmhearted, naive shy girl has turned into the ice queen.