Monday, May 24, 2010

A tender bond

The story of Gera in Korat is a bitter sweet tale of an english rose , who was captured and brought on a ship that sailed to the barbary coast. Here she can escape only to recaptured. This time her slaver is an older man, a native scot who is bitter and cynical until he captures Gera. She reminds him of the girl in his home country, whom he had loved and who died. A tender bond grows between Captor and victim. Tinged with sentiment and a touch of Stockholm syndrome.

Friday, May 21, 2010

At his mercy

[2010/05/18 4:19] Dunnagh Scarmon 's boots sound ominously on the planks under his feet as he approaches her under the blanket. He reaches down taking hold of the blanket and yanks it back, his face hard and flat, eyes calculating.
[2010/05/18 4:21] Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes scan the very feminine swell of her chest, lingering on them, says in an unfriendly manner "Aye.... turning into a very nice day indeed, lass....."
Gera Heliosense stare at him with panick in her dark eyes. She covers her bandaged chest with her arms
[22:54] Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes course down her bare arms, over her covered chest and belly, then up to stare unblinking into her eyes. "And just what are you all about then, 'Gerard'?"
[2:20] Gera Heliosense looks into his eyes half pleadimngly, half rebellious. The she lifts her chin and answers in a flat voice"As a girl alone I would have been in danger. So I dreessed up as a boy. It was to protect myself
[2:24] Dunnagh Scarmon tries to buy time with a question as he quickly thinks what to make of this.... He sees the fine shape of her, can see how lovely the face would be with the dirt removed, and wants her badly. But is he only going to get one chance or can he work this to many trips to the well. His eyes slide over her again, feeling his blood quickening fast. "Protect yourself from what, lass?"
[2:28] Gera Heliosense swallows hard and she wraps her arms even tighter around herself because she can see it. She can feel it. He stands above herlike a hunter, like a fox who is after the chicken. Anything she would say now would not protect her anymore. Maybe, if she could make a deal with him, She still has money she could offer him. She sighs deeply and whispers:"I didn't want to get raped....the men on the ship...they talked about it a lot...the boy's clothes were my only protection. "She lowers her eyes. maybe she even hopes for his mercy
[2:31] Dunnagh Scarmon licks dry lips, shrugging out of his cloak and tossing his hat aside onto the bed. He knows his eyes running all over her won't help his attempt to win her over, but he can't help it. He tries to keep the convesation going, forcing his voice to be easy, reasonable. "They rape boys, too, sometimes, lass- that alone won't keep you safe for long." His hand involuntarily starts for the bandage around her but he checks himself, silently cursing his eagerness.
[2:34] Gera Heliosense watches in panic as he tosses his coat and hat on to the bed. She feels her throat going tight and swallows again. Her hand feels down her leg for the knife hidden in her boot. She does not know what to say
[2:35] Gera Heliosense: I...I...didn't want to get raped" she repeats and looks at his coat on the bed.
[2:37] Dunnagh Scarmon sees the hand sliding down and would normally recognize the threat, but his attention is wholly consumed by one driving urge and he mistakes her move as a that of nervousness, even starts to convince himself it's a flirtatious move on her part. He slips in to sit beside her, his leg brushing against her's, left hand coming up to stroke some hair away from her air, saying soothingly "Of course, of course! It can be a horrid thing, I'm sure!"
[2:38] Dunnagh Scarmon: *hair away from her ear*
[2:40] Gera Heliosense looks at him suspiciously when he sits down next to her. But when he talks so soothingly she is naive enough to believe that he is concerned for her . Maybe she was lucky and he is a good man and won't tell on her. Herhands wanders back up again. She flinches only a little when he strokes her hair back. Her hazel eyes hold his gaze
[2:44] Dunnagh Scarmon 's did not think he was winning her over and was just about to take her by force when at the last second he sees something in her hazel eyes and thinks he should give it a bit more time for a greater prize. As the the decision is made, his own eyes flicker, like rippling surface of a cold, deep, sinister lake as the beast within him sinks back below the surface.... for now. With effort, he keeps his voice quiet and honied. "What is your name, lass?"
[2:48] Gera Heliosense: She can see the predator flickering in his grey eyes and how he vanishes. She tries to keep alert. But also realizes she should better humor him. Being a little bitch won't safe her. And there is even more. She realizes that this man whom she only knows briefly could have made her heart beat dfaster in another situation. She decides to be honest and answers"My name is Gera. Gera Heliosense. And I am from London"
[2:51] Dunnagh Scarmon slips his left hand to the back of her head, playing his fingers over the back of her hair with barest touch, letting his other hand fall to her knee almost as lightly and rest there, smiling into her eyes, gasping with feigned surprise "Such a pretty name for such a pretty girl! And London! You are so far from home! Have you no family about?"
[2:54] Gera Heliosense stiffens a little when his hands touch her hair ever so lightly and his other hand brushes her knee. But his words lull her and she relaxes a little , looks to the floor and snorts:"Yes I ahve a family, they were going to sell me. For a good prize. They tried to force me to marry a man i hate." she shudders with the memory
[2:57] Dunnagh Scarmon 's face adopts a concerned, sympathetic look, his fingers toying with her hair with a little more contact, his other hand beginning to rub in a circle on her kneecap. "Aw, such a shame! And so you ran from them all- such pluck and bravery!..... But also, perhaps, a bit rash to run to a lawless slave port, eh?"
[3:00] Gera Heliosense: She nods slowly:" I took the first ship in the port. I didn't know the destination, and when i did it was too late. Then again, i a boy I have nothing to fear...and i was glad it was a far way from home. I never want to return anyway...never" Her dark eyes narrow:"My family is like a curse on my shoulders"
[3:03] Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes fall to those lovely, burdened shoulders, hand at her hair going to the one nearest him and stroking it with a fingertip, nodding sympathetically. His eyes then return to her's, the hard face of life-long, emotionless bargain striker. "It's important then, that no discovers your true identity" *the hand on her knee now slips up her thigh, resting there heavily*
[3:08] Gera Heliosense starts to breath faster, too late she was sensing the danger. She realizes she is in a trap. She stares on his heavy hand on her thigh. She does not dare to move. "Sir...I...I...yes it is very important that noone finds out about me....very important....may I...can I trust you? Can I expect help from you?"
[3:12] Dunnagh Scarmon sits back, his hands slipping away from her and returning to his own lap, his face flat and not helpful looking, but his eyes are bright and alert, seeking advantage over her. He shrugs. "Quite risky for me, no? No doubt your family wants you back and so the Navy might be looking for you. They'd take a dim view of me giving you assistance, wouldn't they? And all these slavers and kidnappers! *he waves a hand about the room* I'd be having to fight them off, too! *His eyes return to her's, no sympathy or warmth in them* And all for what, I have to ask myself? *shaking his head* All for what?
[3:18] Gera Heliosense panics again. How naive was she to think thtat this was going to be smoothly. He is right of course. Helping her would put him into a tight spot. She looks into his cold eyes. There is no sympathy there. He might tell the authorities about her himself. Her small hand shoots up and grabs his sleeve in desparation. Her dark eyes plead"I beg you sir, don't tell the navy about me, please don't tell on me....I...I have a little money left....I can give you that" Her face comes closer, her lips parted, her eyes begging him
[3:20] Dunnagh Scarmon: A ripple goes through him, palpable, as the face and parted lips close on his, the beast lunging on it's chain to be at her, barely contained. "I can protect your money to, my sweet- with the right inducement."
[3:23] Gera Heliosense watches his face, the face of a hunter ready to pounce. " the right inducement?" Her voice trembles, her hand on his sleeve goes slack
[3:24] Dunnagh Scarmon 's jaw is tight and hard, his eyes glittery. He nods his head, watching her.
[3:25] Gera Heliosense's eyes dance over his face, his glittering almost silvery eyes, his tight jaw, his hard lips. She backs away a little"I..I...don't understand...sir"
[3:26] Dunnagh Scarmon 's hand reaches up for the bandage, beginning to tug at it. "I think you do, my pet."
[3:28] Gera Heliosense looks down on his hand as it tugs on her bandage. She shivers"Oh sir...I...please not good for that...I've never been with a man...I won't know how to ....*she swallows hard* how to pleasure you"
[3:31] Dunnagh Scarmon almost cries out with joy to hear this. He had suspected as much, but the confirmation is a jolt through him. He tugs more firmly at her bandage, his eyes bright and greedy. "I will show you how to please me, lass, and we'll have lots of time to get it right..." *both hands are unwrapping the bandage from her*
[3:33] Gera Heliosense: " please..sir..."She tries to pull his greedy hands away from her but to no avail. She must watch helplessly how he pulls her last protection away from her until her pert small breasts come into view. Exposed before his eyes. She blushes deeply and tries to cover her self with her hands
[3:36] Dunnagh Scarmon sits back, the bandage dangling from his hand, his lusty gaze on her covered breasts. The offer is this, Gera: "I will protect your secret, and you, from all who will surely pounce on you should they discover the truth. You will give me your money, too, and I will keep that safe as well. In return, I get access to you. Whenever I want. However I want. And as often as I want."
[3:40] Gera Heliosense stares at him in horror. Her head spins. She tries to think straight. What he offers is what she needs. She has no choice. She swallows and slowly she lets her hands sink to the sides, Straightening her back, sitting next to him with exposed breasts she tilts her head to the side and without looking into his silver eyes she answers in a whisper" I agree"
[3:42] Dunnagh Scarmon feels the leap of triumphant victory and it blazes in his eyes, his already hard erection surging to iron now. His reply comes as a low, hoarse whisper "You precious thing!" He stands, kicking off his shoes and stripping off his shirt, his voice louder now, a command "Get undressed and slide over under those blankets."
[3:44] Dunnagh Scarmon strips off his snug pants, his eyes never leaving her as she peels off her own pants, her fine legs and that tight sex he gets to open coming to view before him.
[3:45] Gera Heliosense takes a quivering breath, slowy she bends over and pulls her boots off, then she opens her belt buckle and takes off her trousers, She feels his eyes on her naked body and quickly slips under the bed cover
[3:46] Dunnagh Scarmon slips in after her, quick and eager, sliding up next to her his hands sliding and squeezing, his mouth attacking her face and mouth and shoulders hungrily
[3:48] Gera Heliosense lays the rather stiff. She tilts her head to the side, trying to avoid his hungry kisses, but he devours her mouth anyway...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

A great friend

Today I visited one of my best friends in sl. He is an awesome person. He likes Chicago and The Beatles and space science. Sometimes we meet up and talk in his beautiful home. I've met him first in DD. We even used to roleplay. But nowadays we mainly sit and talk. And I always enjoy his company.

In the Tavern

First Gerard met his room mate Johnny, who also works for Madame at "The red door" as a gardener. They talked for a while and sniggered abozut the fct that they have to share one bed. Then a new women arrived, Ima...
[21:59] Ima heard the name of the boy, looks at Steph, " you suppose that boy has a forest yet?"
[22:00] Mavia : i come from caracas
[22:00] Steph laughs "'e cant have more than a twig, look at im. if he's full grown ill eat me hat"
[22:00] Cassandra looks at Gerard/ Oh, I doubt he has so much as a cottage
[22:00] Cassandra : No offense, Sir (curtseys
[22:00] Ima: " Naw I wont ship out the good doctor, " keeps an eye on the boy.
[22:01] Steph grins, catching the predatory look "he works at the whorehouse"
[22:01] Gera Heliosense hears the women talk about him and blushes slightly"Caracas? nice"
[22:01] Ima raises one broww " Does he now"
[22:02] Ima: " Boy?"
[22:02] Gera Heliosense turns"Yes Milady I work at the whore an errand boy
[22:02] Ima shrugs a little " too bad"
[22:02] Steph : 'e claims his arse is untouched like the finnish snow
[22:02] Ima slides the gold back in her pocket
[22:02] The Huntress finds her hand isn't quite making it to where she is trying to reach
[22:02] Steph : weirdly enough i believe im, he's got an unspoilt quality about im
[22:03] Steph : cherubic
[22:03] Egan : stops and then drops The Huntress on her arse her you are lady have a good day
[22:03] Gera Heliosense bites "his" lip and smiles uncertain
[22:03] Mavia looks again at gerard, appraisingly
[22:03] Ima : " Yeah kind like that about him. Well if you chnge your min boy, you come see me"
[22:03] The Huntress : OWWW!
[22:03] Cassandra Glasswing hears a shout outside
[22:03] Mavia : gerard, perhaps you should grow you a beard
[22:04] Ima : " I'll put a little devil in you and knock tha angel right on its ass"
[22:04] The Huntress Catteneo tried to kick him
[22:04] Gera Heliosense looks at Ima"I...I beg your pardon, Milady?
[22:04] Mavia frowns, hearing huntress's voice
[22:04] Cassandra : Madam!
[22:04] Ima : " I said, If you change your mind about just being an errand boy , you come see me"
[22:04] Mavia: one moment...
[22:05] Egan : jumps out of the way
[22:05] Steph : what's all that then?
[22:05] Mavia : huntress, are you all right?
[22:05] Gera Heliosense blushes hard and nods confused"Y..yes milady, th..thank you"
[22:05] Ima : " I like em innocent, makes corruption all the more fun"
[22:05] The Huntress : bastard, you'll pay for that ... eventually >:)
[22:05] Egan : it has been a pleasure lady maybe someday you wll chnge your mind
[22:06] The Huntress crosses her arms
[22:06] Ima : CAnt stand a bloke that thiks the sun rises and sets in his pants"
[22:06] Skiz blinks as he walks in the door
[22:06] The Huntress looks up and grumbles "yes fine"
[22:06] Steph nods up to ima "ye mean skiz?" she winks and looks back over at gerard "listen boyo, long as ye keep bein so unspoilt, theres them what are gonna wanna sully ye"
[22:06] Egan : looking down the offer will stand for while but things do change
[22:06] Ima steps foward twoard gerard
[22:07] The Huntress stands and brushes off her skirts
[22:07] Steph : ima be more gentle than most
[22:07] Egan : turns and walks away
[22:07] Cassandra goes to help Madam The Huntress stand
[22:07] The Huntress sighs
[22:07] Ima Spingflower: (( ok here i stand )) Pulls her dagger from her boot walking up to the boy
[22:08] The Huntress : bloody men
[22:08] Cassandra : Are you all right?
[22:08] The Huntress : think they own the word and all in it
[22:08] Ima rolls the handle in her had laying the flat of the blade against his cheek and scrapes lightly, " Nay a peach fuzz on this lad"
[22:09] Gera Heliosense backs away until "his " back presses into the counter, and lets out the air sharply
[22:09] Ima leans in sliding her blade back in her boot... stepping him to the couter
[22:09] Cassandra hurries to get water
[22:09] Steph laughs "maybe 'e just shaved. check im for hair down below"
[22:09] Ima: *counter
[22:09] Mavia: do please support her, skiz...
[22:09] Gera Heliosense looks slightly panicky now
[22:09] Ima grabs his face between her ingers softly
[22:10] Cassandra: No! Stop!
[22:10] Mavia takes huntress's arm
[22:10] Ima pulls her dager back from her boot looking at the girl
[22:10] Gera Heliosense stares at Ima like a frightened doe
[22:10] Ima looks back at he boy inches from is lips
[22:10] Gera Heliosense swallows
[22:10] Ima leans in and kisses him softly. " Come find me if you hange your min boy"
[22:11] Mavia : seƱor egan, it appears
[22:11] Ima slides he blade back in her boot
[22:11] Mavia looks over at the bar, wondering what is going on
[22:11] Skiz: who the hell hurt asks his face growing furious
[22:11] Gera Heliosense closes "his" eyes to the soft kiss and nods slowly
[22:11] Steph busts out laughin at the kiss "that's probably the first kiss e's ever had
[22:11] The Huntress looks slightly embarrassed walking in and decises to head to the dark corner to sit
[22:12] Gera Heliosense looks at the Captain and blushes again
[22:12] Cassandra whispers in gerard's ear/ Are you all right?
[22:12] Ima peers at Steph, Sof as a babys butt he is. winks at her and goes outside
[22:12] Mavia: what do you wish to drink? i will ask cassandras for it
[22:12] Skiz walks over to huntress and looks at her .. his face showing genuine concern
[22:12] Gera Heliosense nods to Cassandra and whispers "Yes, I'm alright!
[22:12] The Huntress mumbeles just a tea
[22:12] Mavia nods
[22:13] Steph laughs "workin in a whorehouse yer likely to be kissed again boy. ye better get good at it

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Impressions from Korat

Kleider machen Leute

Our Cabin boy "Gerard" got himself a new coat and hat. This outfit is very good to hide under.

New eyes

I am still uncertain if I will use them but I have new eyes for Gera. Her recent eyes are from Pulse eyes named Thoueau. The new one are rebirth, color charcoal. The new black eyes are more cold and alert opposite the soft hazel doe eyes.

Oh boy, he found out!

I had a fantastic rp with my partner this morning in Purgatario where Gera is a girl , dressed up as a boy. First he gave her tabacco to chew and then suggested she changes her shirt, which had stains from the tabacco. As she was hiding under the bed quilt to change she said:
"Tis a nice day today, isn't it?"
Dunnagh Scarmon 's boots sound ominously on the planks under his feet as he approaches her under the blanket. He reaches down taking hold of the blanket and yanks it back, his face hard and flat, eyes calculating.
Dunnagh Scarmon 's eyes scan the very feminine swell of her chest, lingering on them, says in an unfriendly manner "Aye.... turning into a very nice day indeed, lass....."
Unfortunately we had to stop right here. Hopefully we can pick up the same mood again next time. And i have to point out to him that she wears a bandage under her shirt to flatten down her breasts.

Monday, May 17, 2010

Errandboy "Gerard" at the doctors

[22:23] Gera Heliosense: Excuse me, milady?
[22:23] Doctor: good day boy
[22:23] Gera Heliosense: I am looking for the doctors house
[22:24] Doctor smiles "well you've found the doctor herself. what can i do for you?"
[22:24] Gera Heliosense: are the doctor? "He" comes closer, and bows slightly.
[22:25] Gera Heliosense: Lady Redrose sends me

[22:25] Doctor: ah, you are the new boy then?

[22:25] Doctor bites her lip "are you the one..... well there are two. are you the gardner?
[22:25] Gera Heliosense: yes milady
[22:25] Gera Heliosense: no uhm I am the errand boy
[22:26] Doctor: ah, so you are the physical exam.
[22:26] Gera Heliosense: won't hurt will it?
[22:26] Doctor sighs and looks a bit relieved "thank god, i thought i was going to have to have a hard talk with you."
[22:26] Doctor: no it wont hurt at all. now come along
[22:28] Doctor: first things first boy. how long have you been aboard ship/
[22:28] Gera Heliosense: I've been on a ship for 8 months
[22:29] Gera Heliosense looks around with big eyes
[22:29] Doctor: open your mouth
[22:30] Gera Heliosense takes "his" hat off and opens up wide
[22:31] Doctor looks in, then unceremoniously sticks her thumb into your mouth, testing for looseness in your teeth. she hmphs "i dont like that." she pulls back "youll need to eat more fresh fruit. oranges and limes especially, and anything with onions in it"
[22:32] Gera Heliosense: I will try to do that milady. Now that I work for Madame, I will get plenty of fruit
[22:33] Doctor nods, then looks around your eyes for signs of jaundice. she presses her fingers along your throat, looking for your lymph nodes "have you had any illness recently? fever or stomach issues?"

[22:35] Gera Heliosense: No milady, nothing. "His" dark eyes dance over her face , he swallows a few times, he holds his hands close to his body
[22:35] Doctor: lift your arm
[22:35] Gera Heliosense: She does so
[22:36] Doctor reaches under, looking for the nodes there, and satisfied they arent swollen slips her hand to your wrist "how old are you boy?" she presses two fingers to feel your pulse and starts to count
[22:37] Gera Heliosense clears his voice and answers with a husky voice"I am 18...going on 19 , milady
[22:38] Gera Heliosense watches while she takes the pulse
[22:38] Doctor smiles a bit "really? you seem a bit smooth cheeked for that" she laughs and lets go of your wrist "bow your head i need to check your hair
[22:38] Gera Heliosense smiles slightly embarrassed , then bows his head down
[22:40] Doctor starts coming through your hair, looking for an infestation of lice "do you have any sores or lesions?"
[22:41] Gera Heliosense: Oh no...nothing, milady.....I swear....and...and i always wash myself
[22:41] Doctor: immm hmmm well i need to see, so the breeches come off
[22:42] Gera Heliosense: breeches? "He" stands there a bit dumbfounded
[22:42] Doctor: yes boy your breeches. i need to check your hair for lice
[22:43] Gera Heliosense: you mean the legs?
[22:43] Doctor: yes, if you have any
[22:43] Doctor: you seem to be a little late developing
[22:44] Gera Heliosense swallows hard"But..but you are a can't..I mean...I swear..I've got no lice and I've always washed
[22:44] Doctor: washing hasnt a thing to do with it
[22:44] Gera Heliosense backs off slightly
[22:45] Doctor smiles and puts her hand on your arm "i assure you lad, i couldnt be less interested in what you have between your legs, save for the fact that i need to check you for lice, and lesions."
[22:47] Gera Heliosense goes pale and trembles slightly"I ..I feel so faint suddenly...I think I am coming down with the fever after all...."He" holds his shaking hand out"Look...maybe you can give me a medicine

[22:48] Doctor: a fever?
[22:49] Doctor presses her hand to your forehead, then again takes your wrist. she feels nothing and looks at you, then smiles softly "i understand you are modest"
[22:50] Gera Heliosense blushes now and nods:"Please are so fair...I..I simply can't drop my breeches in front of you"
[22:50] Doctor smiles and looks you in the eye "now, gerald is it?"
[22:52] Gera Heliosense: uhm..Gerard...yes milady?

[22:53] Doctor: you do know what kind of house you are moving into?
[22:53] Gera Heliosense: uhm...yes a..well a pleasure house where the ladies entertain the gentlemen
[22:54] Doctor: and so you understand that in these places you will see some things that a fine young boy like yourself might not be ready for don't you?
[22:55] Gera Heliosense casts his eyes down and murmurs" well yes...but I...I do know about such things...the men on the ship talked about it all the time"
[22:55] Doctor: i'm rather sure they did
[22:56] Gera Heliosense nods
[22:56] Doctor: men of the lower classes can be so beastly. now gerard... i think i understand your problem...
[22:56] Gera Heliosense: You do? "His" face lightens up
[22:57] Doctor: you dont want anyone to see you in a state of undress.... but you understand my problem. i cant let you go to lady mystery's house and perhaps spread some sort of infestation

[22:58] Gera Heliosense: oh but I assure you...I am clean and I've got no nasty illnesses....I swear by god and sweet Jesus

[22:58] Doctor: hmmmm men often swear by god.
[22:59] Gera Heliosense: Please milady..." His dark eyes, which are as soft as that of a doe , plead with her

[22:59] Doctor: i'm going to offer you a bit of a compromise gerard. go behind the screen and you will find soap, water and a razor. tug your breeches down, shave off every last hair and bring it all out to me.

[23:01] Gera Heliosense swallows and nods quickly"Yes...yes I will do that" With that he moves behind the screen. One hears the rustling of clothes and for a while its quiet. Then he comes out again holding a bunch of dark hairs in his fist

[23:02] Doctor looks over the hairs, searching for signs of lice "very good gerard. now.... a few more matters." she looks at you with her clear blue eyes then looks away "what color are my eyes?"

[23:03] Gera Heliosense smiles "As blue as the sky on a clear day, milady
[23:03] Doctor smiles "and you know that because this whole time as we spoke you were looking straight into them were you not?"
[23:04] Gera Heliosense blushes a little"I...I think so ...yes"
Doctor: i know so
Doctor: a man would not have
[23:04] Doctor: you are smaller than i am, which is a wonder. i thought you might be perhaps 12 but you are not
[23:05] Doctor: your hands are too fine and your hips slightly too broad
[23:05] Gera Heliosense swallows hard"I..I beg your pardon?"
[23:05] Doctor: the women at the whorehouse might notice this
[23:05] Doctor: always spare them a glance

[23:06] Gera Heliosense remains quiet and watches her carefully, biting "his" lip.
[23:07] Doctor: if you don't look at the girls they will decide you are a buggerer, and they might sell your arse to sailors, so... if you value the virtue of your buttocks, practice. talk to me, and very occasionally drop your eyes .... quickly as if you think you can get away with it"

[23:10] Gera Heliosense gasps and nods quickly. She looks into her blue eyes , then quickly glances down over her fine body, lingering over her cleevage for a moment
[23:10] Doctor: better
[23:10] Gera Heliosense: "yes milday"
[23:10] Gera Heliosense: Still has red cheeks and looks a bit flustered
[23:11] Doctor: you'd do well to keep yourself shaved down there. you never know what passing sailors might bring in and spread to the girls. ships are filthy places
[23:11] Gera Heliosense: "yes milday, I will do that...I will shave and wash"

[23:11] Doctor: eventually, one of them is going to get it into her head to take your virtue. be prepared for that
[23:12] Gera Heliosense bites his lips and nods" oh but...I ...uhm...yes milady

[23:13] Doctor: now before i send you on your way with a clean bill of health, is there anything you wish to ask of me?

[23:14] Gera Heliosense ponders on her question. She tries to read the doctors face to see if she was found out but finds nothing but a friendly open face. "no milady, nothing"!

[23:16] Doctor smiles "now remember gerard...anything you ever ask me about is a sacred trust. i am your doctor." she squeezes your arm affectionately "so don't be afraid to talk to me if you have any health concerns." she gives you a smile

[23:18] Gera Heliosense smiles back truly grateful and he bows slightly takes her hand and brushes his lips over her knuckles briefly" Thank you so much , I will bear that in mind, milady"
[23:19] Doctor grins "such manners. quite a young gentleman. i will let my friend Mystery know you are ever so well mannered."


The virgin slave girl with her slaver in the dungeon of Korat.

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Korat Pictures

Some impressions of Korat.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Better now

I had that talk with my DD friend and I feel alot better now. One thing it showed me though was that Gera is so naive still. She hardly knows whats going on sometimes or what people know about her.

And more...

Oh and there was another talk today that made me sad. I talked to an old friend from Dark Den. He said the people I hang out with are "Meh". I asked him who he is refering to but he wouldn't say because he thinks it would influence me. All this made me angry and sad, especially after he told me who he is hanging out with these days. With a group of people who I call "The DD Elite". People who never talk to me or rp with me. Everybody wants them but they are a clique, hard to get into the Elite. And he is one of them. I feel they look down on the rest and he tells me my friends are "Meh". He said we talk more about it next time. But I was sad.

A misconception

I am exploring another rp sim . Its called Korat - Barbary Coast.
The theme of this project is based on histroical events in European middle ages when Arab and rogue europeans raided coastal towns from Spain to England taking innocents and enslaving them to be sold in the ports of North Africa which became known as the Barbary coast.
This is a combat & RPG project to script a suitable meter that supports meaningful roleplay rather than serving combat alone. Our focus is on supporting story role play.

I started to rp with a "slaver" even though i had read his profile that said"I don't play. I don't rp" We talked nicely ooc first. Then I was going to explore and he captured me. After that we sat there and he said"this is a silly game" I agreed. He askd"You agree? really?" and I said :"Yes it is silly. It only makes sense with rp....and you don't rp" I added the quote from his profile. With that he angrily TPed away. I IMed him and apologized, I said I didn't mean to offend him. "Well you did"he said. And then he told me"I am a rl and sl dom, I have three subs, why should I fuck a stranger?"
To him rp means sex. Pretend sex. I tried to explain to him that for me rp is acting, reacting, interacting. I told him about the whole wonderful fantasy of it all, the grand illusion and how you can get so deeply involved with all your soul. He only said:"Yes...Acting, Pretending....Why are you bothering me though? So I gave up and logged off. I felt bad.

New hair from Laqroki


The cabin "boy"

Purgatario is a immersion role play Pirate sim set in the Victorian 1700's Caribbean Sea. Bondage, bdsm, fetish, capture, kidnap, slavery, auctions and forced fantasy play.
Character: Gera is an aristocrate who ran away to avoid being forced into a mariage with a man she hates. She cut her hair and poses now as a boy. She found a ship, was hired as a cabin boy and this is how she came to Purgatario, the caribbian island. Found a job as an errand boy in the towns bordello "the red door".

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Yes, new skin

I have deciced!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

A new skin

The new skin I found for Gera is simply an upgraded version of her current skin. But should I go for it. The new skin lacks the innocent look the current one has. I don't want to loose this "Gera-feel". I suppose I will ear the demo for a few days and see how it feels. The new skin is a lot more realistic and detailed. so its definately worth looking into it.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

First post

My new blog will be about places and people I've met and my roleplaying in second life.