Why does it hurt so much to untie the last bond?

Today, after almost 4 years my partner Dunnagh and I have split up. We have been clinging to each other so desperately that we did not see or maybe did not want to see that we can never be again what we once were.
We had not been able to rp together for over 2 years due to our different time zones (He is in the US, I am in europe) and a change of schedules in out rl mainly. Maybe we should have made a clean cut back then  but neither of us was able to let go.
This comes just at a time when i finally found back to role-play, the reopening of my beloved Dark Den/PRG has filled Gera with new energy. She is reborn and, yes she is now the character again that Dunnagh met 4 years ago. And she thrives, re-atablishes old bonds (YT!!) and ties new ones...
I can't express this feeling, to finally face that you lose someone who has gotten so deep into your soul. And its this final gesture, this "Nevermore", that feels like a small death.

I just had to write this down. Because, Dunnagh...you will stay with me forever.

Dark Den is back!!! La Presidente is back!

Dancing the night away

Need to know anything else? :-) Exactly, nothing else to ask, my Dark Den, my Glint is back in its original form. Good days ahead of all of us!

Kutter City - My new Dark Den

 Gee-Babe, Trailer-Trash-Queen...

 Moved to Kutter City together with her husband Dunnagh six month ago

 Their new home: A rundown Trailer

 Gee Babe works as a waitress at the Wafle House

 Goes on Bike Rides with the notorious Saloon owner Rock...

 Who seemed charming and nice first

 and so nice of him to show Gee Babe around

 But then Gee-Babe discovered his secret...

 And the there is Deputy Wyatt...

 His pickup-line was :"I am your boyfriend now"(yes, he must have stolen that line from Freddy Kruger)

 He is always around, keeping an eye on Gee, isn't that nice

and there are more dirty and devious secrets, oh my.....t.b.c.

Time for a new skin

finally
happy
with a new skin
bye bye old LAQ-Gera

I wasn't all too happy with Gera's LAQ skin for a while now. But its so hard to find a skin that fits and doesn't change her. So i stayed with it and started to use make up layers to enhance her face. Until yesterday. I found a new store and was instantly convinced that this skin is exactly Gera, a better skin but still a skin that lets her keep all her character, her Gera-ness.

So here it is. Gera in her new Mojo-Skin:

Go West!

My latest role-play interest is the exploration of Wild West sims. I started to develop a Character in Colorado, Deadwood and Tombstone. In all these sims Gera is a young widow, a french immigrant. I admit, I was inspired by the movie "Another country, another man" one of my all-time favorite movie.

Its very fascinating to play this new character in a totally new ambient. Even the dressing up is fun.

New Year 2012

...and a happy New Year, lets hope its a good one...without any fear

A brief overlook on the characters i play

Dark Oasis

Gera

Harem Slave, child of pain, tool of revenge.

Born under traumatic circumstances in the sultans prison. Brought up in the Harem. Her mother, the victim of the sultan, then Harem slave of the President, had sworn to make Gera the tool of her revenge. She concieved Gera during one of the rapes in prison and brought the little girl up to become tough and never to show any distress. She would stick needles into the child and conditioned her never to cry, but to endure and wait. Brought up on hate and surpressing and enduring any pain, the child grew into the perfect tool for her revenge. A Harem slave, to the outside obedient, quiet, almost like a shadow, never complaining. But who knows what goes on inside her head, what is hidden behind the shy smile and those soulful dark eyes. And she can wait, oh she can wait until the moment is perfect.

Dark Oasis Land Group, Dark Oasis ~ RLV Prison; Posh Resort; Harems; Maze, Eluria (218, 46, 75)

Hidden Valley

Lady Gera:

20 years old

Dark hair, dark brown eyes, slender, 5'4 tall.

Bio:

Lady in waiting at the royal court, had been attending on the queen until the barbarians took over the castle and village. She is a princess from europe and came into the queen's service through her marriage with a Lord. Given into matromony at the age of 12 ( fairly normal in medivieal times in the high ranks) she became a widow at the tender age of 17 and has been with the Queen all this time. The raid and the enslavement of her queen left her lost and devasteted. She was captured by Sergeant Scarmon, combat group leader to the Barbarian Lord Enanilluc; Champion to the Horde Priestess. So far he has spared her, perhaps intimidated by her bearing. But who can know what goes on in the mind of a Barbarian, a wild animal...

CathrynDawn Resident, *~*~Hidden Valley~*~ Medieval times deviant role play, Hidden Valley (180, 186, 36)

Dead End

Dead End: Waitress Gera grew up sheltered and is not hardened up to life. She trusts people because she can not imagine that anybody would hurt her on purpose. She is a serious person. Always getting deep into matters. She is also very passionate. She works as a waitress in a restaurant at Dead End.

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Perdition: Gera, a citizen, possibly working in an office or shop

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Blackiston

Gera, Shop Girl, office worker

Free Roleplayin Blackiston A project of the Improvisation RP Group.

Skybox above for RP. Current theme: Urban Life.

LBS Group 30, RP Aera: Ground Medieval/ Skybox Urban , Blackiston (149, 70, 921)

Dark Den

Whatever happened to naive little Gera? She was like an Alice in Wonderland. But something happened. Now she is a loner, riding her motorbike through the island, observing the others often from a distance. She was toying with the idea of joining the police force in Glint. But then found out there is only the Molesteri, so now what? Some think she's completly off her rocker and that may be so...

Terra Cura, PRG - the People's Republic of Glint - No Voice Chat, Glint (6, 79, 22)